June 27, 2006
wildest dreams come true
O K A Y the mid year exams have been a real bitch, and i've just secured a one-way ticket trip to ms lai's lair. i can bet my life that i'll get a triple F this time, and it's supposedly sad because i didn't even do that badly for mid years last year.
yu know, i feel rotten after every paper and it's something i haven't quite felt before. i'm void of hope but i pray that things wouldn't worsen. although the freezing cold hall simply epitomises the state of depression.
i'm jeopardising my chance to play for NBC, and i know it's not important lah, but it doesn't feel good if most people in your section participate without yu, does it?
i should stop being a spoilsport and talk about happier things okay?
my maid's been back for three days already! i can feel the state of affairs at home is gradually restoring (: i will no longer come home to an empty house, wake myself up, make my own bed, prepare my lunch/dinner and washing the dishes after that, go through rounds of hardcore ironing, and change my bedsheets! haha =)
OKAY i feel the spark in me diminishing but i'll try to stay positive! thanks for all who have kept me going!
(quoting paulina)
"I'LL MAKE A COMEBACK!"nighty-os!
Thoughts Aloud at
11:22:00 pm