June 19, 2006
live the life of Riley
i just linked melissa up, and melzoh somehow reminds me of some new, hip fizzy drink. yu know, like how the F&N Coca-Cola company enjoys giving corny names like Outrageous Orange and Groovy Grape or something to carbonated soft drinks, without realising how gay it actually is. haha.
Buy Marvey Melzoh today to provide yu with moments of refreshment!
please forgive the random details.
it's Fathers' Day today! a very good day in my opinion, because things in my family were good and it is really quite an uncommon sight. my younger brother didn't even get annoyed when i commented that he was the ugliest in the family. very jokingly, of course! if it were another random day when he wasn't in this unusually good mood, we would have waged war on each other. instead, he got all insecure and i just laughed in his face.
sometimes i need to treasure such moments because they don't come by often. it's not that i'm saying i should make fun of my brother often, i'm referring to the time spent with my family. i don't deny that i'm very withdrawn and cold towards my family members. that's probably why yu don't see me talking about my family often do yu. hopefully things will take a turn for better in the future. it always does, doesn't it? maybe when i'm all adult i'll start to think and function like my parents. then perhaps i'd be able to connect with them very much better. that's a scary thought, but i don't rule out that possibility, haha.
anyway, back to my brother. if there was one thing i would dislike about him, it'd be his conformist inclination. he indulges obsessively in rock music (or alternative pop/rock and punk-pop and such) simply because he thinks it's kinda cool to be listening to music associated largely with guitars and drums, AND i suppose it's happening because his friends are interested in similar music genres too. then today, he bugged me to buy this NC-16 My Chemical Romance idontknowwhatandidontcare for him because he says it's oh-so-nice but he's underaged so he can't get it himself. i wanted to go AWW, TOO BAD but i just dissuaded him.
haha and i realised i just made myself sound like the evil loathsome lousy stupid sister but oh well, i'm sorry i guess i really am an ineffectual older sister, and a mean one at that.
ALRIGHTYYYY! sorry for all that gibberish!
honestly, yesterday (saturday) was an even better day! i don't have to go into details right? :)
from tomorrow onwards, i'll be counting down to doomsday as i try my bestest best to put everything into my minute brain. numbered days usually fly faster than the blink of an eye so that means we're
very near the mid years! die lah, why i every year also like that.
OKAY, it's time to bring hope to your little hearts. God will bring us through this ordeal so let's leave everything into His hands okay? :D but of course, give your best then God will do the rest! so, hardwork and effort required hor!
ALL THE BEST PEOPLE! j1s, stop slacking and START studying!
gOOdnight!
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