March 30, 2006

when i need you.

i didn't know what took over me earlier, but eventually i just lost it. i was so overwhelmed with angst that i forgot myself. thank God i was given a chance to redeem myself by making my apologies. and i thank God once again for them who were willing to forgive and forget :)

i must admit my sudden outburst shocked not only them, but myself too. anyhow, i shouldn't lament over it anymore. i'll take it as a learning point to have better control over my emotions. i'm sincerely sorry.

today's been a hell of a tiring day! our schedule was exhaustively packed, and the whole day was just filled with activities! the highlight of it all would most probably be the soccer match we had against SA. the mood was rather tense as we watched the match intently. the band members, as usual, were busy cheering, screaming, shouting and being overly-enthusiastic during the course of the game. but fun, it was :)

i realised it's extremely difficult to hype a big group of people up. it's no wonder the councillors always seem to be at a loss.

SA won in the end, but i believe our soccer team did their best. but all's not lost i heard! we still have a couple of matches coming up. i wish them all the best!

today's match reminded me of the last time our school headed to the national stadium for the soccer finals! fond memories kinda flooded back :) i never thought i'd see so much school spirit in us meridians until that fateful day. i can clearly remember the exhilaration felt everytime meridian scored. it felt like syf day replayed over and over again! hahaha how nice :)

our captain's ball game with s212 didn't turn out too bad in my opinion. i saw class spirit! hahaha, though i merely contributed by screaming and cheering.

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got back math today. i won't say i'm depressed over the F grade because it was within my expectations, but i really gotta buck up. got to kiss goodbye to all the Fs forever man! i fared rather badly for the block tests. got a FOE and i suppose i should see ms ng soon. tsk tsk.

okay, i'm sleepy.

Thoughts Aloud at 11:47:00 pm