March 05, 2006
weep like a little emo boy.
dream about the days to come
when i won't have to leave aloneyesterday was a long day. the weather made us feel lethargic, and we hardly got anything out of the day's meeting. it's quite disheartening to know that people may not appreciate the effort sometimes. what would we get for working our guts out? criticisms? complaints?
went home with geraldine and shu juan after alumni practice last night. i managed to gain some insights regarding university life and such. i know i shouldn't be thinking too much about it because i don't even know if i'll be able to survive through the A levels. but i can't afford to disregard the matter absolutely because i'll be in geraldine's position exactly a year later. minus the A grades she's gotten if i don't start working hard now, of course.
i must really put my heart and soul into my studies.. because i know i'm doing it for myself ultimately. despite the numerous obligations, or so it seems.
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justin has taken ill again, so there's one less reason to smile.
get well soon my dear, i'll be keeping yu in prayers.
it's time to chill out with thermochemistry and permutation&combination. blocktests in two weeks', i need to make it.
Thoughts Aloud at
1:50:00 pm