October 13, 2005
the remedy.
my 300th post! haha, that's quite a lot isn't it. but i won't refrain myself from blogging since i can afford the time to blog more these days. my days are numbered though. i heard we're getting back our papers next week. but let's not go to there shall we. i need to enjoy life right now =)
i bought a rubber band yesterday. it's studded with many tiny colourful stars, and it has novelty value because i've never had something quite like that before. ahha, i think it's beautiful lah! okay how gay of me i realised. i'm actually gushing over a rubber band?! heh i'm developing a fetish for stars, and i have no idea why! but stars are nice, aren't they. ahha.
i'm exhausted. going to school today was an utter waste of time cause we didn't have anything on at all other than the band practice. we reported to school at the crack of dawn and wasted our time rotting in the canteen before we proceeded to the hall to watch the dance competition to support fabian's class. fabian danced well =) and it was blatantly obvious that they were the best out of the four participants/participating groups. i'd say they have done well considering that most of them only learnt the dance moves the day before. fabian and kimberly were the ones who choreographed the dance steps! not bad seyy.
i swear fabian is multi-talented though i hate to admit it, hahaha. he was annoying and he kicked a puddle of water (with saliva+dirt+dust+germs as extra ingredients) into my face! and he laughed about it!! i'll hang him upside down if i get pimples tomorrow. AND, he switched off the lights when i was in the toilet ALONE, and everything became pitch-black! i'll make sure he gets pimples if i get nightmares tonight, haha.
but, i digress. to get back to what i was saying, the dance competition was rather short. haa, cause there were only four participants. fabian's eccentric classmate, tobias, did a solo item and made the whole hall roar with laughter as he became the object of ridicule by prancing around the stage with strange moves. it was very unexpected! tobias could have chosen to dance with fabian and friends but he refused fabian's offer to join them and went solo instead. ugh, bad choice i must say. i'll just curl up and die if i was the one on stage. God knows what was he doing!
okay, i have to admit everyone was really really mean to laugh out loud at him as he did his 'dance'. i even went to the extent of cheering for (jeering at) him. camera phones could be seen everywhere from where i was sitting as quite a number of people videoed the humiliating scene. i just sat there and.. guffawed with delight(!). okay, i confess i was sniggering at him. after his dance, the ATP guys went to ask for his autograph, with an ill intent to embarrass him further i guess. then this GP teacher came up and hissed, "with this age, such immaturity!" ugh, i felt bad after i heard that. it dampened my spirits quite a bit. i know i've always been mean by making fun of tobias but somehow i didn't realise how sinful i was until the teacher chided us. okay it wasn't me exactly, but indirectly. i was mean and i had fun laughing at him so it's time i had my fair share of scolding and bad feelings? ugh, this whole paragraph is so incoherent.
summary : i just felt bad for laughing at tobias after the teacher scolded. it was some sort of a wake-up call for me to stop being mean and change for the better? i don't know. ahha, ambivalence. i shall not continue.
ATP and friends went to bugis after fabian changed out of his attire (which was a sleeveless top that showed his flabby arms, HAA). had lunch and we chilled out at kenny's subsequently! i was tired and i tried to rest while i was there but it was obviously not quite possible when so many of us were there, haha. uncle radish was having fun by the computer and some of us played cards. kenny's little cousin was there, and she's damn cute! haha, she resembles edna mode from the incredibles! the straight shoulder-length hair with spectacles! how cute =)
we rushed back to school before five for band. ms sia came and we had combine (after years)! did some new pieces which pretty much sucked. haha, what's new. the state of our band is horrible. and i sound like a perpetual lardbag. okay, i don't know how that sounds like but obviously it's nothing positive. ): sigh, hope the band's morale will improve soon. hopefully by leaps and bounds, and that will be perfect!
i didn't go for ATP dinner and went home with justin instead. i'm dying of fatigue! ahha, dark rings and eye bags galore. should go sleep soon.
anyway i was thinking to myself in the bathroom just now (as per normal), and i realised i miss s215! haha, i vividly remembered the time when shane, fabian and i went to sarah's to do the powerpoint slide for some mock project work thing. it was hilarious and the whole house was booming with our laughter (err, only fabian's and mine actually) as we thought of shane's and sarah's lack-of-disulphide-bonds hair, and the before-sex-change photo!! hahaha, i miss those days. we were so carefree and happy then =) not that i'm not happy now, but it's a different feeling altogether. haha, it's hard to explain so i shall not go on.
okie dokes, GOODNIGHT EVERYONE! gosh, i'm becoming long-winded. haha what's with my long entries!!
heh eMzyme and brag-nent therapy =)
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