July 25, 2005
rant and rave.
if only someone would come up to me and ask, "how was your day?"
i need to get some things off my chest now or i'll just die.
i want to read your mind. i want to read all of your minds. i need to know what's going on, seriously. i feel.. stuck. and i swear i'm gonna suffocate in my frustrations soon. why, if only somebody would tell me why.
i miss that radiant smile yu always used to have. i miss that boundless energy, zest and enthusiasm yu used to possess which never ceased to amaze me. but it all seems non-existent now. i miss all the madness, crapping sessions and everything else. please, please come back soon.
yu know what. sometimes, i just feel like giving up.
what's the point man, really. what's the point.
..don't despair. don't give up.
Thoughts Aloud at
9:40:00 pm