December 18, 2004
my hands are freezing though the room isn't even air-conditioned. looks like it's gonna rain soon. nice weather, i must say. BUT i'm going out in the afternoon. God, please take the dark clouds away. i want my day to be good((:
GRAFITO rocked everybody's socks right off last night! i swear it was the BEST concert i've ever had mannn. it was fun and absolutely not stressful at all. i love tj band(: i, myself, felt entertained. hahah i hope the audience did enjoy themselves too. kudos to jocelyn chan siew mei for making all of us melt with her luscious solo! yu rock! thanks for helping me take the ties and thumb-rest(: i can't imagine band without yu. and neem. and pam. and mo.
mann, the truth bites. but it's true that i won't be spending my first three months in tj with all of yu.. it's okay. it's God's will. i'll see all of yu again after the first three months! (that's if i do well enough to get into tj mannn. hahah.) yeap. i need a new start. i need to move on. i need to be optimistic about everything! i must! ((: don't be too sad alright. all of us have to part one day, and it's just part and parcel of life. after all, we've already had the best memories as section batch mates together. so there's nothing for us to regret really. feel better okay. be happy! :D
but, i digress. to get back to what i was saying, grafito was simply fabulous! i love impressions of japan! hahah, and the second half of the concert rocked even more i guess. i like my section(: all of us agreed to move (a lot) during jap graf, so i wouldn't look too awkward being the only one moving. heh. and so, i heard they call me the rocker secretly behind my back. but it's okay cuz they are nice people. :]
i enjoyed myself tremendously during the last part of the concert. hahah i find the cheers so amusing! and thank God, it wasn't a flop((: i'm gonna miss so many things when i go to mj mann. i'm gonna miss my batch mates, the band, the seniors, the conductor (lin shen!!), the band spirit, my instrument, neem's jokes, mo's pretty face, siew mei's luscious tone, pam's whining (HAHA!), and etc etc. the list is never ending i guess.
mm.. come to think of it, it wasn't worthwhile getting so bloody pissed off during/after the concert because of what some *$%^!%# person did. i pray that i won't see - again, or i won't know what i'll actually do. but then again, maybe i should just forgive and forget about the entire thing. it's not worth getting so angry with an idiot like -. yes. i should forgive. and forget.
okay. unhappy thoughts aside, i'd like to thank those people who turned up for the concert! thank yu for the flowers yeah(:
hee, know something? sk went off to malaysia
again, and she left her dog at my house. he was so noisy that he woke me up from my sleep at five plus yesterday. i wanted to whack him really. heh, but i shall not be cruel to animals. they are living creatures too.
i'm going for nssn tonight. xy's performing! plus f(X) and friends too. i hope it will be good. i need to be happy to cast all of my sad thoughts away.
fang xian gave us a weird present yesterday. it was an instrument which produced unusual metallic sounds. hahah but thanks anyway!
goodbye, tj band. goodbye, my friends.
may we meet again((:
(mg, do i sound suicidal? i hope not. :D)
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