December 15, 2004
heh, i removed the song on my blog. FINALLY.
i've come to realise the song causes irritation to certain people. and i'm one of them. :D
mann, my heart's kinda heavy now. i'm sooo not looking forward to friday. 171204, 10am - my fate will be sealed. and. i'll probably end up in. idon'tknow. ahhhhh.
to think that i was telling neem and pam not to think so much about it. and now. i just can't help but feel worried. damnnnnn. why. why.
okayy, everyday has its own worries, so perhaps i should just forget about everything and look forward to a brighter day tmr. yes. everything will be alright. everything will be ALRIGHT.
(or am i deluding myself.)
urgh.
OKAY. so we had band today. we combined in the auditorium, thus we didn't have to remove our shoes (thank God[!]). our toe socks were causing us too much embarrassment. i swear i'm not gonna wear them anymore. unless, i run out of socks to wear.
we combined until 3 plus 4, and my lips decomposed. my (thin) reed wasn't helping and therefore i sounded terrible. as usual. but other than that, band was.. amusing. hahah. out of the blue, there were diamonds, queens and malaysia. hahahah. diamonds?! how gay. but it was hilarious. i think our conductor
rocks. he's so cute! hahahah.
the last part of band was probably the nicest. we did some cheers, and i like the last cheer best! yay, i'm looking forward to the concert. but no. i'm not looking forward to the audition and posting of jc results. okay. i'm supposed to be thinking positively. everything will be alright. (mg, do i sound like helena kingshaw?)
we bought our blouse, pants and ties after band just now. i reached home at nine thirty looking like a zombie. and i'm spending like as though there's no tomorrow. this is bad.
anyway, i linked hwee ming up! i've always thought she was 'huimin'. but no. i was wrong.
kay, sorry if i've bored yu with my dull entry.
good night.
whee, kangaroo killer and friends are coming over to my house tmr! :D
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