October 01, 2004

the falling rain dissolves into mist
and the thunder begins to die
as the sporadic lightning fades
an arch of colour pours from the sky.

rainbows appear after mighty storms
when things look their worst
just when the sky is its darkest grey,
out of heaven does a rainbow burst.

God first sent the rainbow to Noah
as a sign that His word is true
the rainbow's eternal message
still speaks to me and you.

the rainbow is a sign of God's promise
that He will guide us through any storm
that He will ease all our troubles
no matter what their form.

when you feel tossed about by life's storms
and you are filled with doubt and dismay
just remember God's rainbow is coming
for it's blessing you have only to pray.


sighh. it's been a bad week. we have not gotten back most of our papers, but.. howells. i shall look forward to a better tomorrow.
at first, i wasn't feeling very unhappy. i was just.. mildy disappointed. yeap. then we all went for the vj talk. they made it sound as though vj is the perfect/ideal school. there i was, sitting among my fellow cohort mates, thinking about how wonderful it would be for me to go into vj (easier said than done actually). i made up my mind to join vj and go into arts yadayada, but. the principal burst my bubble when she revealed to us the cut-off points to enter vj.
science: SEVEN
arts: NINE
and that's only for prelims.
for o levels, the cut-off point for both science and arts is SIX(!).

ahhh. what an incredible feat. SIX points?! =/
my heart was lifted up high when those people spoke so well of vj. i really wanted to go there. then after i heard about the cut-off points, i felt as though someone threw my heart down and it shattered into many many shards. heh. i don't know lah. but it seems like getting into vj is a dream that's never gonna come true.
*my brand new resolution: i MUST study hard for o's. i mustn't be lazy. i must start studying from tomorrow onwards. i must mug like crazy everyday. i must.

yeap. my goals are set, so i should be working towards it.
jc life seems difficult for me to adapt in actually. come to think of it, i can't bear to leave tkgs.. i may hate the principal, some teachers, the way the school is managed, etc.. but i know i'll still miss tkgs.


jeassea is out of spore idol! ahhh. why jeassea..?! she's one of the very best among the eleven competitors! stupid jerry. i hate him. he can't sing. neem calls him the fairy. i suspect he's gay. kevin ang was spotted on tv holding pom poms(!) cheering on for him. ahhh. we have gay teachers in the school.

whee.
assassination plan #1. pour concentrated HCL into eyes.

Thoughts Aloud at 10:33:00 pm